This is one of the sweet joys of being a mom. I love just to hold Kristian and let him sleep. There is nothing better than holding your child next to you, to hear them breathing and sleeping, knowing that they love just to be near you. It erases the late nights, the long nights, the tummy aches. When you hold them, time just seems to pause for yuo and him. He is my joy, my gift. IF you cant tell, I sure love my boy.